Reflections of and on a probably Asperger's parent parenting an Asperger's kid (or 2)!

dragon pups

dragon pups

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

searching

The energy around me has changed in the past few weeks.  this is an intense, busy time of year for me as I transition into my summer/ pool routine.  Staff changes, schedule changes, weather changes, clothing changes...

I am feeling positive.  LOTS of positive pointers, synchronicity of positive signs... growth is occurring.  And it is good.

But I also feel like I am holding on to something too hard, like I am reaching backwards instead of reaching forwards.  That is pretty common for me , being a "history buff" and all...

It's like I am looking for something, but I do not know what it is.  I feel like Yoda is telling me "found something you have", but like Luke I keep looking around it...