searching

The energy around me has changed in the past few weeks.  this is an intense, busy time of year for me as I transition into my summer/ pool routine.  Staff changes, schedule changes, weather changes, clothing changes...

I am feeling positive.  LOTS of positive pointers, synchronicity of positive signs... growth is occurring.  And it is good.

But I also feel like I am holding on to something too hard, like I am reaching backwards instead of reaching forwards.  That is pretty common for me , being a "history buff" and all...

It's like I am looking for something, but I do not know what it is.  I feel like Yoda is telling me "found something you have", but like Luke I keep looking around it...